Sunday, 16 October 2022

funny. my phone has been on silent for a year now. no vibration either. disabled it as i have 200 percent no privacy where i live... for a 70 year old apartments the walls, floors and cealing is so hollow i can hear everything. its so depressing. i cant have guests or have personal calls. cant livestream on microphone. cant use my expensive hi-fi home cinema i previously worked for. i dread getting a girlfriend. suffer with eczema and adhd and autism. cant leave my home for any reason to want to go outside. im unemployable for anything even the army. i just wish i had someone i can sit down with and open up to them so i can be understood.

i love my fluffy paws..

I love fluffy paws soo much. I share my fish with him at dinnertime. And he kicks me off my desk chair to sleep on. He sits on my pc tower and sleeps on it. He curls up to me every morning with his tail wrapped around me and fall asleep in my arms as lay in bed huggin him. He follows me where ever i go in my home. We have a lot pawpaw attention where he clings to my foot for huggies while he rubs his back paws against my foot as he clings to me in a hug with a smile. There is so much he does with me that makes love him so much he's adorable. We talk to each other too. He teaches me how to cat talk and has patience with me. He loves the routines we have together.i never liked cats until last summer a was friend asked to me nurture her cat back to health and we became best buddy's untill she left and took her paws with her. But i got my own soon afterwards and i love him to bits... To me as a somewhat loner. Never had a relationship and never gets out and has no social life. He means the world to me right now. And I'll spoil him how ever i can.

Tuesday, 4 October 2022

sleeping beauty